This birthday I expected to feel anger, despair and regret, that is not how I woke up this morning. I woke up with the love of my life handing me the sweetest card with the simplest message inside, to a job that I now having amazing flexibility in having had worked hard full time non-stop for the past 15 years, amazing messages flooding in from family and friends near and far letting me know how much I am thought of and loved and sitting down to a fun night of treats and movies with my best friend, what is there to be upset about?
You get one life. How you choose to live it is up to you and I choose happiness, its got to be happiness. Be kind, be thoughtful, be genuine but most of all be thankful.
Who know what this new year will bring! A new direction at work, DH and I talking more about adoption and where we can make a difference in the world, supporting my family more cause I can, more amazing opportunities like seeing P!nk live in concert and just tonight another opportunity presented itself that would allow me to have a plan B in the way of social marketing and networking, I like the idea of that incase DH and I want to set up a business which we have talked about lots.
So another year full of what if's? Is that such a bad thing? I think too much, plan too much, care too much but its all good energy that can be put to good use and to create good in the world.
Its time ... time to stop trying to build a life and just start living it for what it is.
P.S - and BLOG more! i say that every post haha
