Review #3 & Counselling

So our review went well. Everyone was a bit bummed about our second BFN as they all had high hopes as the meds and egg retrievals seem to go quite well. We all agreed that once again our embryo's were not developing well enough to survive. Time to find out why.

We had chromosomal tests done that afternoon which took several weeks to come back but I'm glad to say there are no chromosomes missing. Thank christ for that, not sure how we would of taken that news. Next is DH's sperm DNA test, that will be in the new year. We just need a break for now, from it all. 

Counselling really helped and made us feel less guilty about being mad, jealous and sad. We have every right to feel this way, everyone in our situation does, its only those who have been there that truly understand how infertility feels. Would recommend even if you think you don't need it, you really actually do. It helps to talk about it with someone that knows these situations all too well. She was very helpful, we even talked to her about our feelings about Adoption, Home for Life and our past experiences with fostering.

We are taking some time out. Lots going on at the moment. just need to breathe for a while.